PeterS

As mentioned above me, his videos and form of presentation hit me hard too, I always feel this sense of hopelessness and despair as if I am 100% match (also many times he speaks in angles of how to deal with narcissists and this is something I reexperience as a rejection - some sort of advice for people to avoid me or deal with me as some sort of retard - that resonates with me deeply). Now what is that confuses me the most, some say that thinking that one is a narcissist is a contradiction, others say the exact opposite - they may be cognitively aware but unable or not wanting to do anything about their situation. (I remember Sam Vaknin said that in some of his videos, also its mentioned here).