This is very saddening. All the best to you Stef.
I suggest you check also the spice called SAFFRON. I found this about two years ago: http://www.doctoroz.com/videos/over-40-best-herbs-your-health
Other source: http://www.azer.com/aiweb/categories/magazine/ai142_folder/142_articles/142_saffron.html