Falling Trees
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Yo, JakeN. I too am bellow the 20 year old belt and have been listening to FDR for quite some time. I am 19 years of age and started my journey through FDR about 5 years ago having one summer developed a taste for philosophy, anarchy, and atheism. It was and continues to be a difficult mountain to climb, but the taste of good argumentation is something I can't pass up to this day. What would you say your experience with philosophy has been like at your age?
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Also how the man at 11:14 says "family I left behind". It is quite sad.
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Some pretty groovy tunes https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ekx4en4vqt0
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All this energy that could be going into decreasing child abuse in the black community. Far more helpful than the excuse of racism. -
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I remember really liking the show as a kid and now I can see why. It was basically a parody of my life with me always trying to find some plus for everyone so I can avoid attack. Trying the intellectual rout, then the jester and even trying to sell things. Nothing worked so deciding that if I can't BE without being attacked by those around me I turtled into my mind. The only place I could feel safe... at least until that too was attacked.
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the show I referred to is 2783 the first call. Something else I found interesting was I had projected like a father figure on to Stef perhaps when I was younger and just how mute I became in the call.
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It is more specific to those three lyrics. My mind changed them a bit and this started before I've seen the video or looked up the actual lyrics. Although I think I am starting to get it, or more so just paying it more attention as of late. I just got done singing to my genitals who changed the lyrics to "Now dance, fucker, dance You always had a chance And everybody knew It was really only you and it's right between the thighs and it's right between the thighs Lol that was an interesting chat.
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Good god I have had these lyrics in my head for three days and I need to figure them out. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5_LxyhCJpsM The lyrics that play out the most are Now dance, fucker, dance we never had a chance And no one even knew It was really only you You’re gonna go far, kid walked a thousand miles in a god damn storm! and it's right between the eyes and it's right between the eyes Help me!
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I have come to the realization that my pain comes in part from a pre-verbal state. After listening to my call-in not long ago I saw how badly I needed to express my need for connection and how verbally blank I became in that moment. I can talk an ear or two off if I wanted, but the moment the conversation starts I lose all of my words. The moment I realized this I cried, but this time it was different. A cry that came from a sort of core in my chest, pushing air out of my mouth like two most powerful bellows. It was then that I recognized, and I feel truly respected the.. well I would say pain but I feel that it is not enough to put it into one word. With this I step in to the jungle of the self to search for that child who was not allowed to exist. I have this new grasp on my historical agony, but with my current conditions I feel I can only experience these in as safe and calm an environment as possible. With my next therapy appointment in another week I feel... well I was originally going to ask for more tips and stuff, but I .. I really just want to ask if I am still here as I write this. If what I said makes any sense. If I am rambling to mach. If I can be seen. If I can be heard. I don't expect anything. Maybe just forum journaling.
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This was super helpful thank you just ordered the book and will ask my therapist about IFS. Thanks for the info.
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Molyneux quits philosophy and takes up professional boxing?
Falling Trees replied to jpahmad's topic in Current Events
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I am writing this post as a cry for help. After a few weeks of searching I have found that I lack connection with myself and that I have been missing this for such a long time that it has become really foreign to me. Whenever I actively try to get some connection it is like I am stepping into a massive battle where I have to constantly fight off going blank. Even as I write this, I struggle. It is so damn frustrating. I first grew some insight into just how disconnected I am when a few weeks back my nephew and I sat down and I really tried to be curious about his thoughts and feelings which was absolutely terrifying. After it was like an atomic bomb of spontaneity went off in my core and it was almost scary how new it was. I would hugely, hugely appreciate any advice you can give as to how I can reconnect with myself. Journaling tips, therapy tips, anything you can think of would be helpful. Thank you.
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Porn Star beaten by MMA fighter ex boyfriend.
Falling Trees replied to aFireInside's topic in General Messages
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could take a satire approach.
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Well, what is your experience with death?
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My mother runs a daycare and gets asked to take in 3 months to 1 year fairly often and it just baffles me to no end. To have such an impulse to step on your child connection with you.
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I noticed when the other parents referenced the likes and dislikes of the kids they talked a little more heavily about the "forgiveness" part.
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I'm game. How do I join?
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