Loner

19 years younger than you? That is creepy as fuuuUUUuuuck. When you were an 18 year old, your girlfriend's parents didn't even conceive of her yet. You could buy cigarettes, or join the military and get blown up by donkey carcass IEDs or die from friendly fire when you girlfriend didn't even exist yet. When your girlfriend was a 3 year old, and she was learning how to read, you would've been 21; old enough to purchase alcoholic beverages. What the hell was your girl thinking anyways? You are almost 2 decades older than she is. If she married you, you will die 20 years before she will. That is 2 decades she will be without you. She could raise children from birth to near adulthood with the time that you will be dead. Does "frivolous things" equates to you buying her expensive stuff? She's not sure if she "believed" in long term relationships or marriage? Sounds like she's playing you like a fiddle... She was in a previous relationship where her boyfriend cheated on her? Someone who is more familiar with Real Time Relationships can answer this better than I can since I just started reading it, but there's a bit in there about lots of sex in the beginning means little sex later on, because the girl will feel you are wanting only her + sex. So, that's probably what the guy who cheated on her wanted, and that is all she brought to the table, sex. And she got frustrated with it, and stopped having it with him, so he went to find it somewhere else. Since he cheated on her, he's not virtuous so that's probably all he wanted from her in the first place. Someone with a better understanding of RTR can elaborate further, I'm still somewhat new to this... Going back to college for a career? Does she want children? If she wants children, and she wants to get a career as well; she's an idiot. Is she having sex with you by the way? If she's having sex with you, and she isn't married to you, then she isn't as quality as you think she is. Yeah, she's questioning everything around her. She's probably wondering why someone who is old enough to be her father wants to marry her. That's probably why she is distancing herself from you. I'd do the same if some MILF who was old enough to be my mom wanted to marry me. Entire days where she needs to rest? Is she an introvert? If not, she's probably visiting other guys. She apologizes, she's isn't fully aware of what is going on, and she wants to break up because she doesn't want to hurt you? Yeah... sure. I can't tell you do anything, that is your decision you will have to make. But if I were you, I'd leave her. I don't even think I would befriend her because the only time she will ever would want to be around is to just use you as an emotional tampon. If you told her about Stef, that's pretty much all she needs to know. As I proof read this, it does sound harsh, but you need to hear it. I'm not going to sugar coat it and lie to you.

Wuzzums, not trying to be rude, but where did you find that out from? I know from reading "game" sites (I don't read those too much anymore. They bitch about being exploited by girls, and then they go and exploit girls. I get tired of reading "if you don't fuck them over, they'll fuck you over" win-lose negotiations and the such) that girls can't tell if the condom breaks in her. I find it surprising that they can't tell. Or maybe they can, but they're lying, and they want to deliberately get pregnant for child support money, or they're selfishly bringing another human life into this world just to try and keep him around even though it will likely fail. The girls these guys "game" are not of the highest quality... I'm being very generous with that statement... But do you know if they can genuinely tell or not? It does seem plausible. Because girls have to push out a baby that is roughly the size of a small football out of a tiny hole between their legs, and if their entire vagina had nerve endings instead of just the entrance, I imagine the pain would be absolutely unbearable. And Ron Jeremy, someone with a face only a mother could love who is popular for some bizarre reason, said: "Most women I find are not really size queens. There are some out there, but most girls prefer a guy that could give good head. That can move well. They say it's not the boat but the motion of the ocean. Most girls have gotten off with my tongue than ever with the penis." Hmm... makes sense. A 9" guy saying that his tongue pleases more often than his dick. And then there's Doug Stanhope: http://youtu.be/8vw2-oagwvg?t=45s Doug, I like him except for the anti-baby parts. More good people need to have more children. And the kinds of girls Doug attracts are going to be atrocious. He even said his personality is what will prevent him from having a second date. So, I will assume he's scoring on the first date? Girls who will sleep with you if you're not married to them; let alone sleep with you on the first fucking date, are not girls you really want to be around. So the girls Doug does attract probably have to have foot long dildos because they're too loose. But he does have a point. The majority of dildos are like 8" instead of crooked 3.5". In porn (I'm trying to stop watching porn by the way. Those are real girls with real childhood trauma. I don't like prostitution, I don't want to ban it though; it will never work, I wish those girls would go to therapy, but why do prostitutes exist? Because there are johns who are willing to pay for them. So I want to stop being a john to porn. I know I won't be much of a detriment to the consumption and demand for it, there will always be pornography just like there will always be prostitutes, but if less girls are harmed, even one, it will be worth it. Aannndd I get to smear my moral righteousness in other people's faces, MHUAHAHAHAH. Just kidding, I hate it when other people do that.), but when girls masturbate, they primarily rub their clitoris/the entrance of their vagina instead of sticking tennis ball containers up inside them enough to touch their cervix. When girls do that though, it's usually categorized as extreme, and I imagine they don't enjoy doing it. Pornstars are "actors", albeit terrible ones, after all. Hmm... I'll need to ponder this some more. Why do females target the length of the penis instead of the thickness? Is it just for aesthetic reasons? I've heard theories that the reason why humans have larger dicks than other primates is because females chose males with larger dicks. But, that seems odd, since back in the hunter gatherer days when they were fighting sabre-toothed dodos and shit, the dude could just smack her in the face with a club and rape her, so her decision wouldn't really matter. However, another theory is why human males do not have baculums, or bones in our dicks, is because females wanted to determine if males had good genes, and haemodynamics is a pretty good way of finding out if he's healthy. We don't have dicks in our bones, so they may have had a choice after all. Another theory, which I believe to be correct, is this: http://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/the-scientific-fundamentalist/200803/if-you-want-know-what-women-have-been-look-mens-genitals-i The longer and thicker you are, the more you can scoop out, so those who were bigger got to successfully reproduce and their genes were continued on. Makes since, since our females aren't the most loyal... http://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/the-scientific-fundamentalist/200803/if-you-want-know-what-women-have-been-look-men-s-genital-0 And feminist aren't helping by exacerbating our promiscuity predicament. However, male's sperm count is decreasing, but I think it's more likely from endocrine disruptors than females being loyal, feminist being a primitive reminder of this... http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2013/02/27/pollution-shrinking-otter-penises_n_2769195.html Fucking pharmaceutical companies... and FUCKING FEMINIST, destroying everything that is magnificent and beautiful in their wake like the grim reaper, killing everything it comes into contact with. If they weren't sluts, and stopped pissing out birth control pills that will go into our water supply, we wouldn't be having this problem. You know how feminist blame the patriarchy for everything? http://x2.fjcdn.com/comments/its+always+the+mans+fault+_7853a5297cd75104612a13baea8f6c8d.jpg I'm going to start blaming feminist for all of my problems. Anyways, perhaps when girls insult your size, they're saying that your genes are not going to continue on. That's actually quite mean... I thought females were supposed to be angelic, benevolent beings who could do no wrong? If only females were in control, there would be no war they say... But back on subject, when girls do use large dildos, not only is it long, but it is thick as well. I don't see them using a thin dowel that is really long. But I have heard the insults "needledick" and "pencildick" in movies before... but those insults typically come from other males. I wonder if the shorter your dick is, the thinner it is as well... Back to the porn thing, the pornstars will have sex in uncomfortable positions for the camera angle for the enjoyment of the viewer, not for the performer's own pleasure. So the really long dildos may be for the viewer, not because the girls like them. Hmm... OK, I'm talking too much, and I'm getting tired of this. A lot to read, but I think it's important. Moral of the story is: Wuzzums, where did you find that out and can I get a link to the source, please? I'd like to have it as a source. I don't want to sound lazy, but I've searched for a few minutes and I can't find anything decent... And I have to reply to this guy who replied to me about polygamy, but I've been reading wikipedia article after wikipedia article, every article I read there are 5 more I have to read. I think he'll appreciate the wait though. I'm trying to hurry up dude, but I needed a break from that.

No replies to this yet? Alright, I'll reply. Freaks, Geeks, and Parents "One of the great problems with self-esteem is mistaking the accidental for the personally virtuous" "You don't want to place your self-esteem in accidental characteristics you may have." "People who have artificially high self-esteem, they can't relate on an intimate, equal, humanitarian level with other people, because other people are tools that they can use to keep flapping; to maintain their artificially high self-esteem. They can only look at people as objects to be used to maintain their grandiosity" "This gap is really really painful, because this gap is the exploitation of the parent, for their own narcissistic needs. So the child who has low self-esteem, is using the child with high self-esteem to keep that child's self-esteem low, because if that child starts to float up, he's going to hit this pain of my parents have kept me down, my parents have pushed me down, my parents have humiliated me, and this can take a million different forms. But this child needs to maintain the low self-esteem because otherwise they get a sense of, or begin to understand emotionally, which they already do deep down, just how much they've been exploited by their parents." "... Both groups are victimizing each other. These guys are victimizing these guys, these guys are also victimizing these guys as well. And it's complicated, right? If we worship someone, we freeze them in that particular area. If we praise somebody, we tend to reinforce that behavior. By these kids, being obsessed and sorta worshipping these kids, are keeping these top kids frozen, which is kinda like a vengeance? But what neither of these kids want to do is get to the healthy middle ground. Because the moment that these kids start to make this journey, their parents are going to oppose it violently. The moment either of these two extremes tries to go to the middle and become healthy, the parents are going to attack them. Because if they go towards the middle, not only are they exposing the past exploitation of the parents, but they are also not serving the narcissistic needs of the parents." The video reminds me of this: http://www.returnofkings.com/17646/why-there-will-always-be-a-sexual-double-standard So instead of worshipping popular kids, celebrities, and studs, we give them the finger! we stop worshipping them and focus instead on improving ourselves. Occasionally giving them the finger... since it's fun. Anyways, Freaks and Geeks was similar to when Stef went to highschool? I've watched the first episode (it's on YT), it's the "the ridiculously beta male gets the attractive female without changing or improving himself" kinda show that makes my testicles hurt. And then there's the "attractive female who plays the loser girl even though she's attractive, but if they actually had a loser girl no one would give her sympathy, and she gets to tame the wild, alpha male and he shows his sensitive side but if that happened in real life the girl would lose attraction for him" sort've thing as well. But I'll watch it since Stef likes it.