I didn't read the rest of the responses yet, I just had a similar discussion with my wife, I went out for a cigarette, came in and found she went to her folks for the evening before going to her night shift. I don't have answers or anything, not that kind of comment. I just can totally relate right now. I'm pretty emotional right now, but I can relate I think to what you might be feeling. I feel mentally healthier than I ever have, or atleast see a light at the end of the tunnel. I also see disgust with christianity and religion to a degree I wouldn't want to live with me if I were a believer. I won't turn back, I went to bible school, I struggled with christianity for years after a horrifying divorce. I don't know what will happen, there are a lot of other issues going on with me right now. I just want you and anyone else going through a similar situation to know, you're not alone in what you are going through, it just feels that way.
