jdjeffers

I'll try that, too.

I feel like a fraud all the time. Many times I feel like the things I like, my sense of humor, etc, are all based on being a 12 year old, not an adult. I feel like at work, even when I accomplish things that are difficult or beyond the skill level of others that it's just an act, I really don't know anything, I'm a fake, etc.

I think I'm bored. I belong to a mailing list of folks who went through a product development course, the end goal is creating your own products to sell and escape your day job. Sometimes people will send an email where they say "Look at me! I did it! I'm making money at this! Yay!" and I am angry about their success. Yes, I am critical of myself almost all the time. Have you heard of "Imposter Syndrome"?

I notice that many times I'm at work, or working with client remotely, etc, I feel as if I should be doing something else. When I start doing something else, the same feeling comes up. I feel like I should be doing some other thing. I'm not sure why this is happening. Anyone have any insights?