D-Logos

I'm sorry, I had a lot typed up, but there's just so much to go through, and I don't understand where to begin or how to get anything across. I've been socially isolated most of my life. I wanted to post a brief history of my life, but that seems impossible, with so many events I now understand to be traumatic; with whole years spent in misery, fear, guilt, etc. I don't even know how to ask for help. I have wasted your time, likely, and so I am sorry. I will try towork up the courage and the focus to get this stuff out; because I NEED some help, some guidance. I've been almost completely alone every day for almost three years now. I get extreme anxiety around people because of abuse from peers and teachers during school years. I will try to post more tonight or tomorrow if I can. I just don't know how to do this right now, I'm adrift in a sea of confusion. But since this is my first post, here is something I wrote that gives sort of my outlook on life: Please understand that I'm not trying to annoy anyone, I'm just completely lost in the woods right now. Even just talking to some people here might help, and I might build up to my issues...