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Hey everybody, I wanted to talk about self-erasure. Has anybody else had problems with this? There's so many things I want to change/accomplish in my life, but for whatever reason I just refuse to actually commit myself to the actions I would need to take to achieve them. I'll sort of break two big ones down here: 1. Social & Relationships: I have very few friends currently, and I'm starting to realize that the friends I do have may not be the best people for me. But when I think about trying new things, or going to meetup groups, or anything like that I feel a bit anxious and never will myself to do it. Then I get upset with myself for not making decisions to change, but that doesn't deter me from continuing to not change. 2. My Own Business: This honestly goes hand-in-hand with the social issues I face. I can build websites, and I want to run my own business doing freelance web design for local businesses. I KNOW I can build pretty good websites and that those websites would help the businesses generate more sales. But when it comes to SELLING the service I struggle motivating myself to make sales call. I had been thinking out loud about these issues earlier and I had this train of thought: And then I realized that maybe that's it. Maybe, for whatever reason, I just don't want people to even know I exist? I don't know, but I'm very frustrated and this issue is really stagnating my entire life and I need help.

Hi guys I'm back today with another video. It talks more on the bad relationship I just got out of. I am video logging my insights on this relationship while they are still fresh in my head. Hopefully this is helpful to anyone who watches it. I do appreciate feedback, and any viewer who will take the time to watch. Thank you! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hI0TbCvfVPE&feature=youtu.be