NigelW Posted June 7, 2014 Posted June 7, 2014 Hello, I am on the verge of moving out of my current apartment and into a 1 bedroom. My sister is my roommate and I feel guilt and fear after making calls to view other apartments. I've made my decision to leave and I am planning to by the end of the month. It seems very hard to see what I have to look forward to from where I sit. I caught my sister in conversation trying to explain my reasoning for wanting to move out and she said that "you just hate people, you need to have your own space and that's ok." I would have accepted that in the past, but now I am starting to think it had nothing to do with me, at all. I let my sister move in with me because we we're family and she wanted to find work as there was no fulltime steady work where she lived that was entry level. I ignored the fact that she had spent the last couple years living on disability and living on psych. meds. I am terrified of her going nuts and blaming me for everything. How the hell do you hold a crazy person responsible? I don't know if I can get away from my family. There is always something or someone that pulls me back. If it's not being financially passive aggressive it's assassinating my charactor. I'm just so numb and irritated that I can't take it anymore. The idea that if I give her another couple months to get herself together so that she can get a job is fading and I am starting not to care at all. I am not sure why I am posting a justification.
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