Burn Giordano

Well whats more real the language we use about a thing or the thing itself? Which one best represents the thing lol. Depends on how you look at language i guess. To me it looks 3rd party to whats discussed

incredible talk theres a point on 16:16 i had but i forgot it.

I appreciate your thoughts and i thank you. Theres not too many questions i have where the answers don't seem to be self evident, but thats what i'm curious about. Language and understanding tend to develope around people in certain environments to serve the people of those environments, but we have come to create our own world and way around us, so we are only exposed to our own world so to speak when life is more diverse and more vast then ultimately what we have come to create and reflect. I was watching a talk with neil degrasse tyson and richard dawkins where neil said something that was peculiar and i think applies to language. But ya I'm not sure if i approached or look at things "correctly" and thats what i'm trying to sort out. We all grow up in this system and who knows how deep and on what level it's rooted. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dGenk99YDwY&list=FL3kxEOOJBtvVRxi-LeLR5IQ&index=5 The thing neil said, starts at 54:35

ok i really need help, life just feels too excruciating. I really don't know how to process the agony and i can't find any damn solution. Life starts to feel too intangible and i feel like there is no escape. It feels pointless to say, that i'm cryign wolf in some sense, but it always seems fking pointless to call it out.

ok theres an updated video, comments or feedback is welcome

Thats a great question and one i don't really know that i could give justice. It is possible it do it alone but i'm not sure what to think of that. As far as i can tell it's more beneficial to go to someone who has been working with it and knows how to work with it to better help you. It's purpose is healing and it's good to be in an environment conducive to that to better understand it. I'm not sure who said this "You cant fix a problem with the same knowledge which created it" but i think that applies to environment as well. It's good to look outside of it for solutions or else your going to repeat it in some form or another. Plus where i'm at isn't really the best place to be doing it. I'm not sure if it's something you should do just anywhere. :\

added some writings in the comment section. as well as i'm aiming only for aya satsangha. i've talked with the guys there some and it seems the better choice.

I'm going to remake the front page video though. Trying to get this to work i've had to switch into a gear outside of how i've long been used to operating, there is a lot of anxiety and it's grueling. Is slow but i've been making incremental improvements.

sorry i didn't see your post. i'm not sure how to word it, but it revolves around how odd existance is and what mans come to make out of it. It's like were effectively in a fish bowl peering out into an ocean yet somehow consider ourselves seperate from it. Every damn part of ourselves is linked to the world around us besides our understanding which looks like something that only has a base because we grew up in it and solely operate in it. The gist of what man has come to make seems inherently awry. So i'm looking for something yes. I grew up in this system to and i'm trying to shake what i've come to understand and how i've come to operate for something else more open to things and i'm looking for that, there has to be something else. I don't know how to word it charismatically though lmao.. :\ , no crack intended. i'm a bit raw

no nobody has, "But, my friend, you suffer from some fairly serious disorganization of thoughts." that sums it up. I'm going through something and i can't put my finger on it, and don't know what to say, feel or think. I try but i just get anxiety. I don't really know what to say besides that. "or did you experience doubts about making the effort to ask for money at all?" yes constantly. Don't know how to shake it long enough to get this, or anything to work. Feel like i'm lacking a self or something, nothing connects.

The thing is i'm stuck in some behavior of support and i need to break out of it but it's all that i can think in. Looking at it is likely frustrating or annoying and i apologise for that, but i promise that as far as approaching it i'm sincere. Every now and then snap out of it briefly but the things occuring overwhelm me and i havent known how to get the upper hand, trying to see myself for what i am isn't clear enough and tends to do more damage. Any advice you guys might have in whichever form or angle i would be thankful for to try and make this work.

http://www.indiegogo.com/MKApproach/x/2024712?c=home I started an IndieGoGO campaign to fundraise money for me to travel to peru. It has to do with the way things are going and looking for answers, as well as an opportunity to get my life on track. Theres a second video about why i call myself a philospher and writer. I'd appreciate that if whoever has the time would check it out and give feedback or comments, and yes if you feel like donating it would be greatly appreciated. I'm also not sure if it's appropriate for me to put this in the philosophy section, but the campaign is about looking for answers and looking outside the box for them considering the scale of whats going and what we have ahead of us. It's good to have people branching out in all direction, this one is mine.