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mike durland

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  1. Read the comments! https://www.facebook.com/WECTNews/photos/a.164938693128.116518.110795228128/10152310908238129/?type=1 https://www.facebook.com/WECTNews/photos/a.164938693128.116518.110795228128/10152310908238129/?type=1
  2. http://www.deviantart.com/art/Arete-Lord-Xenres-466385273
  3. [View:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vRcL0gEMvz4]
  4. Thanks bro.
  5. [View:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xi_UIYKaR-Q]
  6. I exercise a fair amount I think. I work at a sawmill several days a week lifting heavy boards and moving logs all day. I also like photography so every chance I get I will go somewhere and walk for miles taking pics of just about everything. My son likes hiking and backpacking so we try to do that as we can afford it. I hate sitting for too long, I like to do stuff.
  7. What kind of emotional trauma do you think brought on your overeating? A lifetime of mental abuse from the closest people in my life. How do you feel when you get the urge to eat? I suppress a lot of feelings, so I am still working on that. What do you feel if you don't eat? It’s weird, because sometimes I feel really good when I do not eat. I don’t know.
  8. Were there any major events in your past that hurt you? The more I de-normalize my past (and present) I come to realize that I have been a victim of some serious mental abuse by just about everyone around me (I must attract abusers) for my entire life. 99% of that has changed within the past year and a half. As of now me and my son are in a social bubble of our own. One of our goals is to save up enough money to move to the Blue Ridge Liberty Project in Ashville NC.
  9. How do you feel about your body? How do you feel about yourself? For the most part I feel pretty good unless I look in the mirror or see a picture or video if myself then I have negative feelings… kinda like my internal perception of myself is better than what I actually am. I feel like I look better than I actually do. I feel like I sound better than I actually do. I feel like I am smarter than I actually am… and so on. In what situations do you overeat, when do you crave certain foods, and what kinds? With the help of my son I have cut out all high-fructose corn syrup out of my diet. I try to eat as much fruits and vegatables as possible and eat less processed foods. Do you eat for emotional reasons, or when you're not physically hungry? Yes, I’ll eat when I don’t feel comfortable or when I am stressed. How is your relationship with yourself? Still working on that. Do you like yourself? Yes, Too much it seems. What is your history with food? 37+ years of nutritional ignorance. How did your parents treat food when you were a child? It was no structure or real understanding of nutrition but my mom would go on “diets” from time to time… it was also a little ‘feast or famine’ at times. You say you've lost weight, but you're still struggling. What do your struggles look like, if you want to share them? Most of my stress in the past 5 years or so has been financial and I have continued the ‘feast or famine’ lifestyle carried over from my parents. So when I have no money or I am stressed to the point of mental gridlock then I will tend to overeat if there is food available.
  10. Anakin Skywalker = True Self Darth Vader = False Self ?
  11. I’m overweight. I have lost 30lbs since my self-knowledgejourney began but I am still struggling. Stef’s recent video on the false-self really opened my eyesa little more. I think I understand but I would love some clarification. Could overeating be a form of self-medication to suppressthe emotional pain from suppressing the true self? Could excess body fat be aphysical manifestation of emotional scar tissue in this case?
  12. Good vid [View: ]
  13. What is it about expressing your own feelings that causes people to 'express their own feelings'?
  14. If parents or a parent was able to take care of their child when they were 4 years old (before school age) then they should have no problem maintaining that care. Like Stef said in the past, parents can cut back on their lifestyle in order to avoid subjecting their kid(s) to abuse. You are contradicting your previous post... BTW cutting back to a more sustainable lifestyle does not constitute an expense imo
  15. If parents or a parent was able to take care of their child when they were 4 years old (before school age) then they should have no problem maintaining that care. Like Stef said in the past, parents can cut back on their lifestyle in order to avoid subjecting their kid(s) to abuse. You are contradicting your previous post... I added that statement for the parents who have already put their kids in public school and have relied on it as a babysitter.
  16. It is amazing how people sell stuff on ebay for $2 freeshipping…
  17. After reading this I feel the urge to explain my tiny $5donations. I am a single father, unemployed and most of the time I amflat ass broke. When I make my small donations it is when I sell something onebay and I have money in my paypal account. Since I am broke I really shouldn’t donate, but it is a wayfor me to feel better about myself. The small amount does not, or at least isnot intended to be a reflection of the value of the content. My thinking isthat if more people give what they can then maybe it will make a difference. Anyway Stef, when I saw your post on facebook I didn’t have anynegative reaction to it… Even though I was one of the low $ donators.
  18. If parents or a parent was able to take care of their child when they were 4 years old (before school age) then they should have no problem maintaining that care. Like Stef said in the past, parents can cut back on their lifestyle in order to avoid subjecting their kid(s) to abuse.
  19. Can you expand on that? How is homeschooling cheap? Because you don't have to pay anything extra to facilitate learning.
  20. " they may not have the money to homeschool..." I completely disagree with this. There doesnt have to be any aditional expense to homeschool children, it can actually be much cheaper then sending them off to public school. I may be a little harsh on parents that dish out lame excuses but I think that if home school is legal then every parent should have no excuse (outside of sheer ignorance) for sending their kids to public school. "why torture themselves with focusing on an evil they cannot change?" Parents do have the ability to change the evil... by not inflicting violence or abuse on their children. Forcing your kids to go to public school falls in that catagory if you ask me.
  21. Read John Noveske's last Facebook post This is the last post John Noveske made on his Facebook page before he was killed:Eric Harris age 17 (first on Zoloft then Luvox) and Dylan Klebold aged 18 (Columbine school shooting in Littleton, Colorado), killed 12 students and 1 teacher, and wounded 23 others, before killing themselves. Klebold's medical records have never been made available to the public.Jeff Weise, age 16, had been prescribed 60 mg/day of Prozac (three times the average starting dose for adults!) when he shot his grandfather, his grandfather's girlfriend and many fellow students at Red Lake, Minnesota. He then shot himself. 10 dead, 12 wounded.Cory Baadsgaard, age 16, Wahluke (Washington state) High School, was on Paxil (which caused him to have hallucinations) when he took a rifle to his high school and held 23 classmates hostage. He has no memory of the event.Chris Fetters, age 13, killed his favorite aunt while taking Prozac.Christopher Pittman, age 12, murdered both his grandparents while taking Zoloft.Mathew Miller, age 13, hung himself in his bedroom closet after taking Zoloft for 6 days.Kip Kinkel, age 15, (on Prozac and Ritalin) shot his parents while they slept then went to school and opened fire killing 2 classmates and injuring 22 shortly after beginning Prozac treatment.Luke Woodham, age 16 (Prozac) killed his mother and then killed two students, wounding six others.A boy in Pocatello, ID (Zoloft) in 1998 had a Zoloft-induced seizure that caused an armed stand off at his school.Michael Carneal (Ritalin), age 14, opened fire on students at a high school prayer meeting in West Paducah, Kentucky. Three teenagers were killed, five others were wounded..A young man in Huntsville, Alabama (Ritalin) went psychotic chopping up his parents with an ax and also killing one sibling and almost murdering another.Andrew Golden, age 11, (Ritalin) and Mitchell Johnson, aged 14, (Ritalin) shot 15 people, killing four students, one teacher, and wounding 10 others.TJ Solomon, age 15, (Ritalin) high school student in Conyers, Georgia opened fire on and wounded six of his class mates.Rod Mathews, age 14, (Ritalin) beat a classmate to death with a bat.James Wilson, age 19, (various psychiatric drugs) from Breenwood, South Carolina, took a .22 caliber revolver into an elementary school killing two young girls, and wounding seven other children and two teachers.Elizabeth Bush, age 13, (Paxil) was responsible for a school shooting in PennsylvaniaJason Hoffman (Effexor and Celexa) – school shooting in El Cajon, CaliforniaJarred Viktor, age 15, (Paxil), after five days on Paxil he stabbed his grandmother 61 times.Chris Shanahan, age 15 (Paxil) in Rigby, ID who out of the blue killed a woman.Jeff Franklin (Prozac and Ritalin), Huntsville, AL, killed his parents as they came home from work using a sledge hammer, hatchet, butcher knife and mechanic's file, then attacked his younger brothers and sister.Neal Furrow (Prozac) in LA Jewish school shooting reported to have been court-ordered to be on Prozac along with several other medications.Kevin Rider, age 14, was withdrawing from Prozac when he died from a gunshot wound to his head. Initially it was ruled a suicide, but two years later, the investigation into his death was opened as a possible homicide. The prime suspect, also age 14, had been taking Zoloft and other SSRI antidepressants.Alex Kim, age 13, hung himself shortly after his Lexapro prescription had been doubled.Diane Routhier was prescribed Welbutrin for gallstone problems. Six days later, after suffering many adverse effects of the drug, she shot herself.Billy Willkomm, an accomplished wrestler and a University of Florida student, was prescribed Prozac at the age of 17. His family found him dead of suicide – hanging from a tall ladder at the family's Gulf Shore Boulevard home in July 2002.Kara Jaye Anne Fuller-Otter, age 12, was on Paxil when she hung herself from a hook in her closet. Kara's parents said ".... the damn doctor wouldn't take her off it and I asked him to when we went in on the second visit. I told him I thought she was having some sort of reaction to Paxil...")Gareth Christian, Vancouver, age 18, was on Paxil when he committed suicide in 2002,(Gareth's father could not accept his son's death and killed himself.)Julie Woodward, age 17, was on Zoloft when she hung herself in her family's detached garage.Matthew Miller was 13 when he saw a psychiatrist because he was having difficulty at school. The psychiatrist gave him samples of Zoloft. Seven days later his mother found him dead, hanging by a belt from a laundry hook in his closet.Kurt Danysh, age 18, and on Prozac, killed his father with a shotgun. He is now behind prison bars, and writes letters, trying to warn the world that SSRI drugs can kill.Woody ____, age 37, committed suicide while in his 5th week of taking Zoloft. Shortly before his death his physician suggested doubling the dose of the drug. He had seen his physician only for insomnia. He had never been depressed, nor did he have any history of any mental illness symptoms.A boy from Houston, age 10, shot and killed his father after his Prozac dosage was increased.Hammad Memon, age 15, shot and killed a fellow middle school student. He had been diagnosed with ADHD and depression and was taking Zoloft and "other drugs for the conditions."Matti Saari, a 22-year-old culinary student, shot and killed 9 students and a teacher, and wounded another student, before killing himself. Saari was taking an SSRI and a benzodiazapine.Steven Kazmierczak, age 27, shot and killed five people and wounded 21 others before killing himself in a Northern Illinois University auditorium. According to his girlfriend, he had recently been taking Prozac, Xanax and Ambien. Toxicology results showed that he still had trace amounts of Xanax in his system.Finnish gunman Pekka-Eric Auvinen, age 18, had been taking antidepressants before he killed eight people and wounded a dozen more at Jokela High School – then he committed suicide.Asa Coon from Cleveland, age 14, shot and wounded four before taking his own life. Court records show Coon was on Trazodone.Jon Romano, age 16, on medication for depression, fired a shotgun at a teacher in hisNew York high school.Missing from list... 3 of 4 known to have taken these same meds....What drugs was Jared Lee Loughner on, age 21...... killed 6 people and injuring 14 others in Tuscon, AzWhat drugs was James Eagan Holmes on, age 24..... killed 12 people and injuring 59 others in Aurora ColoradoWhat drugs was Jacob Tyler Roberts on, age 22, killed 2 injured 1, Clackamas OrWhat drugs was Adam Peter Lanza on, age 20, Killed 26 and wounded 2 in Newtown CtRoberts is the only one that I haven't heard about being on drugs of some kind. Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/038616_John_Noveske_mysterious_death_car_crash.html#ixzz2HdQz17KQ
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