Thank you for sharing MMX2010.
For me reading your post made me very optimistic, joyful and a sense of release, a deep breath of air entered my chest.
I empathise with the difficulties you have to go throw.
I've been in a similar situation for the past year, the more I tuned with my self, the clearer my relationships become.
It's not easy to make the move of leaving what I believed to be relations but once I got the courage to do it, it felt like a heavy weight went off my back.
The more I'm clear with myself and live by philosophical principles the brighter my life become.
I would like to say to all of you who struggle, it's hard, painful, frightning but it's worth it big time.
By doing this, a new space was created for new relationships, this time I choose the ones that are honest, truthful, caring and reciprocal.