Jot
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We need time stamps + torrents. What browser are you using?
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We are twins and we are both 18, she was interested in anime since a very young age 10 I think and even now she reads manga and watches anime, I will answer the rest of your question when I have some spare time cause it is a lot to say. Such a powerful reply...thank you, I found it tremendously helpful but I promise I will make a more in-depth reply to you when I have time.
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Strangely, I don't find lesbian sex repulsive at all...quite the opposite but I think that this is true for almost all men, I simply can't remember one who didn't find it exciting.
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I don't get it...from a Christian point view it is literally impossible not to sin...just the mere fact of being born is regarded by Christianity a sin.
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Frankly, I always thought that "feeling sick" while reading/thinking/watching homosexual interactions was rather a biological imperative than an internalized myth... Man...it would take me hours to write that post...I would be glad if you narrow down your question, something more specific. I am very sexually insecure for a fact but it seems that today I feel a lot better, it was an anxiety attack after all...I usually have 3-4 periods like this every year...but I am certain that this was the most intense.
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Well, my sister is actually into YAHOI stuff "Yaoi Boys' Love, is a Japanese genre of fictional media focusing on homoeroticsexual relationships, usually created by female authors." and there are some other girls I know that are enjoying this, so it doesn't surprise me that you felt that I was just asserting, I'm pretty sure no hetro male would have called me out on that one. Sympathy was not the word I was looking for...what I really meant is that I empathized with gay men to a larger degree than most people, in fact I would say I am the only one in my community that has no prejudices against homosexuality, the rest would have no problem mocking each other by calling "faggot" or get disturbed on issues like gay marriage.
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I'm really sorry if I came across as mean or anything, "How do you know that a "healthy heterosexual man" would be disgusted by the idea of 2 guys having sex with each other?" I was talking from both my experience and some time ago I read in a psychology book that men feel repulsion towards male sexual interaction unless they are themselves gay.
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Well, a healthy heterosexual man is disgusted at the idea of 2 guys having sex with each other, it is an unconscious act you cannot help but feel aversion.
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It is not only that I'm not as sexually attracted to girls as I used to but it is also the fact that now I could watch gay porn and not feel like throwing up.
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Thank you for responding, now that you brought up anxiety attacks...I feel that this is what best describes my situation. I have no idea what this "rocked your world" expression means. And indeed I was sort of testing myself but not by looking at pictures I was referring at girls that I actually know in person. The scary thing is that I looked at guys and felt more attracted to them than to girls, I knew about homosexuality but you know I never thought about it but now it being in my head for so long had me in a terrible mood, I've also been sweating a lot in the last couple of hours. It might be of importance to mention that I recently started looking into MGTOW and their philosophy, it was something completely new to me and this might explain why I "perceive" girls differently now.
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It is hard for me to describe my last 24 hours...for the first time in my life I feel insane. My problem began yesterday while lying on my bed and listening to the 2701 podcast. Near the end Stefan had a discussion with a guy with autism who was also gay, at the moment of that conversation's twist (when he said that he was homosexual) something broke inside me...it is mind numbing to me why I was triggered by that conversation, I continued listening until the end with a big void in my stomach. It is essential to mention that I'm straight but I always had sympathy for homosexuals, but since that conversation I started looking at guys in a completely twisted way it is like I fell half-homosexual and I don't get sexually aroused by hot girls as much as couple of days ago. And that's just the beginning...my body is tense, my mind goes in circles, I am hyperactive (feel the need to walk all the time, I make sudden weird body movements at fast speed) also I cannot focus at all, even writing this post took me more than 30 minutes. Strange thoughts spring in my head out of the blue, and the most unsettling part for me is that I cannot think clearly, I'm generally very good at mental math and having arguments in my head, and analyzing social situations, now it's like I just drink 5 cup of coffees in a row, my mind is fogging a lot. Something in the back of my mind is bothering me and I simply don't know what it is, and I don't see any connection between all that I said, I feel helpless and I can't stand listening to music anymore, I'm scared, please help me! P.S.: I never did drugs nor smoked and I barely drink alcohol, I always had a bit of compulsive-impulsive disorder that would make me from time to time to obsess about some of my body parts and I also feel the need to organize my stuff and my PC, I'm not sure if that relates in any sense with my state at the moment but the way I feel when I had panic attacks and feel depressed has a bit of resemblance with my current state. Please excuse my grammatical errors in case I made any, I am not a native.
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Pantheism invalidates every "Against the Gods" argument
Jot replied to spiritualguru's topic in Atheism and Religion
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I don't want to jump to conclusions but I would bet that Walker's mom is into new age stuff.
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At what age did he lost his hair?
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How do I open them?
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I was just cleaning my disk to make space for Stefan's podcasts, I have downloaded 3 torrents and was planning to get all of them...then the torrents suddenly dissapear, not to be mean or anything but why was this even necessary I can't figure out...
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critical thinking - links and suggestions
Jot replied to Fernando Lasman's topic in General Messages
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Where is your Philosopher King status?
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You are fearless.
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Harsh, I bet you didn't see Jordan's (Spirit Science) history movie...
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His most important video to date in which he addresses a video response from this Spirit Science guy explains why he's doing it and accounts for the face-palms and mockery. See it here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D1s00ogoPvE
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No fan of Eminem i guess
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Debunking? You mean like an actual physicist with an YouTube channel that created an entire series on this guy's pseudo-sophistry? I can help you with that...https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLHLnw5-2vMBRvibTnTI89CaPt6M-WI0R4
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r5evwkpOFUY