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If you are in SF, or the Bay area alike, let me know and let's meetup!

Hey FDR community! I am reaching out today because I am extremely interested in starting a small community of developers, hackers, technologists and futurists who share the same values. I think a community of highly intelligent, capable and passionate individuals - in both tech and freedom - would be awesome. Not only can we get to know each other and make friends with others who share the same interests; but we will also have the opportunity to talk about newest innovations, projects we ourselves are working on and even collaborate with others! Ultimately I would love to get to know you, get a chance to work with great people on cool, liberty-oriented, money-making, open source projects. Let me know! Slack link: technophilosophers.stamplayapp.com

http://protonmail.com/is excellent. Alternatively you might like Tutanota. Perhaps this is of interest to you: https://www.privacytools.io/

Cool!

Coherent Counseling Encompassing Counseling Personally I like 'Panorama' Counseling however not so much for therapy. Personally the work strikes a sort of exciting and intriguing feeling. I like Coherent Counseling the best Best of luck anyways !

What do you think is an ideal balance of 'left' vs 'right' brain? Especially in working with a therapist? Some therapists are relativist, buddhist monks and others can be completely emotionless. As a whole and specifically in finding a therapist, what would you think is an ideal balance? I look forward to your thoughts.

EDIT: Youtube took it down https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nTfkpEkSXk4&feature=youtu.be

I'm not able to find the study.. Only an article with no data...

Mike Hearn has had enough with the bitcoin community and the issues that have arisen over the past little while. Any thoughts? https://medium.com/@octskyward/the-resolution-of-the-bitcoin-experiment-dabb30201f7#.jov5ys6a6 New resource: https://www.reddit.com/r/Bitcoin/comments/413pwp/mike_hearns_latest_blog_post_was_a_strategic_move/

Sadly I am moving away..... today. I am sorry to have missed you Bushrat. What do you have going on in Kelowna?

He is not a huge part of my life. I moved away and this is one significant reason. Its not something I mentioned to him because I wasn't completely aware and consciously internalizing the circumstances. I am also unsure what value / help he could provide -- that he would likely downplay it. That being said, I ended up calling him last night for the first time in quite some time to share the circumstances -- stating clearly to begin that this is a very real problem and I seek his thoughts and perspective rather than trying to diminish any problems that I will bring up. He did help me run through the various steps / things that need to be done. I do find it somewhat amusing though, as much as I agree, nowhere did I mention blaming myself entirely for this. I could have made better decisions and acted upon countless red flags as they arose. I think my father plays a role in not informing me of the potential dangers and things to look for when moving to somewhere new. This is definitely something a responsible parent should have done. Regardless I appreciate your comments and I have a plan which I would certainly love your thoughts on -- check the post to mellowmama before this.

Unfortunately I can feel it killing me Yeah, there is no way I am dealing with this. Getting the heck out of here asap.

I updated my message to you but I just want to thank you briefly for your kind and thoughtful message. As another update -- I plan to move out of the city as I was planning to attend a software bootcamp elsewhere regardless. So as of now, I am packing -- will take a trip down to Vancouver and take out a loan to pay for expenses and rent which will basically double. Any thoughts on the current plan ? Find a place to rent. Visit and confirm Establish a move date and if possible hitch a ride with someone I know / worked with Sell stuff like my bed, desk -- possible my whiteboard -- and other items I cannot bring with me Pay for what I can afford and take a loan for the rest so I am okay atleast until the end of the bootcamp + 2 months. The main issue is timing though -- I am supposed to be starting full-time prework and the bootcamp starts physically in the beginning of January. Any further thoughts or suggestions? Thanks a ton.

Update: I must get out today. I literally physically cannot stay..... First of all, I really appreciate your empathy and support. It is quite a crappy predicament. Right, I certainly agree. It was clear to me there were problems before moving but I basically signed given its got a vacancy rate of 1% and did not feel comfortable spending and leaving my stuff for long if at all in a hostel. I moved out from my dad's in the summer across the country and actually signed the contract based on pictures before seeing it. I thought I could not afford to travel and find a place however in the long term I would guess the costs are about the same. You are correct, this is the first apartment I have rented on my own. Before I moved in the red flags were there: She asked me to sign a three year contract before even seeing the place. In addition I noticed mold when I got there, cat hair and sticky substance on the floor, stovetop not clean, there are no locks on the windows (yes) and furthermore when problems would arise she would play mrs. innocent sexy woman. Oh; and she needed me to pay cash -- it was fine if I didn't have enough and paid a couple days late -- but it must be cash . There is no vent at all in the room. 3/4 lights were burnt out and there are no monoxide or smoke alarms. There is more but in short, it was issue after issue and whenever I would bring them up she would get oddly sexual and I would get very uncomfortable and want to escape her presence. I don't live near anyone I know exept some people I met at a bitcoin meetup (not friends but I have some of their numbers). No one to turn to really... It certainly will. I fucked up hard this time.

Essentially I moved into a basement apartment which is infested with black mould and possibly asbestos. In Canada, the law states that the landlord is under to legal requirement to do anything about (black mould) and that it is simply my word again hers -- she can claim I caused it and try to sue me. I told the landlord who has an overwhelming track record of red flags and she tried to tell me that the blanket under my door to keep out the sound has caused it -- despite the fact that there is absolutely no vent for air circulation. Regardless, my health is deteriorating because of it -- I woke up last night practically weezing for breath from my lungs being collapsed and lacking oxygen. I would compare it to having asthma, or smoking weed -- but a lot worse and more painful. It effects my throat, lungs, heart and even stomach. I literally start experiencing symptoms the moment I step inside. Generally I am in here 22 hours a day working.... I work on my computer and constantly get up, stick my face to the window and breath in 'fresh air'. I actually don't know how much longer I can physically deal with this environment. Without being too dramatic, it literally feels like I might actually fail to wake up the next morning... I have 6 months left on my contract however I am paid up until December 31 + security deposit and I think I might just get my stuff and leave without notice. Currently, I think I will find a storage unit and start moving my stuff there. I need to find a place and move out ASAP it seems. She refuses to do anything and she is a horrible landlord to begin with (I can go into more detail why). What should I do ? Will the cops come after me? If anyone might be interested in offering some advice, thoughts or suggestions over a call or anything let me know. I need to figure this out ASAP. Its so bad I am seriously thinking about moving my bed outside -- despite it being on average -15C... Any thoughts or suggestions are appreciated immensely.