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steadyb

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  1. Richard Dawkins is currently being torn a new one by the authoritarian left for saying that he was underwhelmed by his invention. Having been a mischievous young boy myself, I find it incredible that people will overlook the fact that he would know that this would be alarming. Also, I think the US police need some lessons in diplomacy and not shoot to kill. Handcuffs for this young boy, really?
  2. I have just seen this breaking around and about and certainly made me chuckle. It looks like the guy tripped by the Hungarian camera lady is a militant al nusra member! Poor SJWs! They can´t seem to catch a break ATM!
  3. Thank you! Tragically, I didn't think to try youtube.
  4. Hi there, I have heard this show brought up many times, including this week. It is were Stef told someone what to do! I can't seem to find which number podcast it is. Can someone enlighten me? Thanks Ed
  5. That is a very interesting thought. I will think about that. And not just me, but others also of course.
  6. This is good and I like it! Do the high pastafarians wear stainless steel headgear?
  7. For people who say, "the government is too incompetent to run this sort of thing." If some rag tags can do it, why not a bunch of much better funded, better connected people do it? Also, I don't buy the "so what" argument. Most people don't think the government is corrupt and proving that this was a government conspiracy would be a massive piece of digestible evidence of government brutality for people to remember. I can't help but feel that because it is Stef's view, It has become other people's view. I would just like to add that my view is compromised since I am a raving, moon barking, tin foil wearing CONSPIRACY THEORIST!
  8. The insight and questions people raise really helps me gather my own thoughts, and for this I am very grateful for FDR. So let me just say what is coming into my head now. My mother has a mental trait that she is the victim. It is always someone else's fault. She will not admit wrong doing. She will certainly blame my father for my mental health problems. I think the reason why she would find it so distressing, is that it would force her into a position where she is no longer the victim but the abuser. This is what would cause her the "kill her literally" distress. I guess it would shatter her victim status. I would like to add, that she is a very gentle kind woman and was often the victim of horrendous acts by my father.
  9. If you asked me whether or not I have forgiven her, I would say yes, but I am still really fucked off with her. Does this mean I haven't forgiven her? Hi J-W, Thanks for your thoughts. Through listening to Stef, I am starting to realise that the proximity to my mother is poisonous and would like to move away as you have done. I am between a rock and a hard place though because my father was an arsehole to us both and I am an only child and fell into the replacement husband role somewhat between the ages of about 4-5 to the present. He then basically abandoned my mother in Portugal about 5 years ago and I went to her rescue whilst running from my own problems in the UK simultaneously. I am now financially tied here and totally dependant on my parents still, at 28yrs old. My mother is a broken woman who just watches TV and is obsessed with me. Any conversation/defoo would kill her literally. I am really in a bind here. It is causing me a great deal of distress. I know what you mean about the plane crash. Apart from with me it is my plane.
  10. I want to confront my mother over her parenting mistakes but it will be very painful and a downright horrible process. I am sure she will admit her mistakes after much ducking, diving, & sorry you were upsetting, but I am not sure she can offer me any restitution. If it won' make me feel any better, why go through the pain? Or do you think it will make me feel better? I guess I understand what Stef means now, when he says there is no restitution for some things. Thx Ed
  11. That book looks great. Thanks for the info.
  12. Thank you both for your kind words. I have thought about calling in but I am very self conscience and it would make me extremely anxious. I know a lot of the callers feel this way however. I don't feel very brave. I feel like a wounded animal most of the time. Funnily enough, about 20mins after I posted that message, my wife (who is in a different country for her scans) sent me the first picture of the baby. I immediately printed it out and am going keep it on me to look at when I get tempted. I really think this might help. We shall see! I had an alcoholic parent and really don't want this cycle to repeat.
  13. Are you sure that your cousin is trying to insult you? Could it mean something else?
  14. Hi there peeps.I didn’t know where to post this but he hoe. This is my “get to know you post” since I am new here. I heard Stef for the first time on Alex Jones’s show and was instantly hooked on Stef’s clarity of thought.I have a lot of shit to sort out. I have my first child on the way, and I am not ready. I have no time or money for therapy but I am desperate to get help from somewhere. FDR has already helped me start the journey of self-knowledge that will hopefully help me be a better husband and father. I also have a very supporting and understanding wife.I don’t know whether I can be helped by this community, either because of the depth of interaction or my own stubbornness but I want to give it a shot. My main problem is alcohol addiction but I have been addicted to more or less everything over the years. I am just an addict. I really need help but I am new and I don’t want to be a burden on people here and don’t know whether this is the sort of thing which people are willing to try and help with. I feel pretty pathetic to be honest. I hope someone can help.I would just like to finish up by saying how much FDR has helped already, in the form of the call in shows. Thank you all of you who have been brave enough to have participated. It is amazing how many parallels can be drawn from others experiences. But I have realised how long the road is and it is terrifying.ThanksEd
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