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thanks for the help!

tim, you are welcome, I wish you the best of luck and I hope that you can one day message me and say "i did it!" Thanking me is one thing, but you keep giving me they long descriptions of your circumstances and problems that I really do not care about and no one else does either. Save your energy with these stories, as no one cares. Spend your energy finding answers, you are in a fight for your life here and you are showing zero urgency to me, when you make these posts... you just don't seem to get it. You keep telling me you are fine when you are not fine. saying things like "i have anger problems but i dont really because blah blah blah." if you knew everything and everything you knew was correct, how come you arent doing great? Did you ever think about that? I am telling you to question everything, and you say you do not have a problem with that... remember i said you are easily influenced and do not question things? You denied it. If you believe that there is no cure, you will never look. Read this statement about as many times as it takes to understand what im saying and then read it again. You believe this statement with out questioning it, "there is no cure for lyme disease." When allopathic doctors say there is no cure, they mean they have not found a drug ( something that can be patented and sold ) or they do not have an operation that can fix the problem. that is all there is to them and that is all they are speaking of when they say no cure. i used google...just now... for 10 seconds. and found this which says cats claw is effective and surprise... I told you to try it earlier. http://www.naturalhealthmag.com/blogs/your-health/natural-treatment-lyme-disease here is a page about ahcc http://ahccresearch.com/index.html the other thing i recommended....is a wonder drug or sorts for immune systems. So from my perspective and this is why im done.... in the first post I gave you gold, and you couldn't see it. In the second post I told you to use google and if you had you would have found the cats claw stuff, but I think that you are emotionally in the stage where action is overwhelming and you need therapy. You come back with thanks and with stories and beliefs that you can not be cured. this means i am failing you as a resource because I have not been able to reach you. It is because maybe it just not your time? who knows.. but I have my own things to focus my energy on. If you want to thank me listen to this, this is what i want! This will have me feel like what I did was worth it! 1) no more replies thanking me and telling me stories. 2) get your self into therapy, no one should have to go through this alone. 3) at least look at the 2 books I recommended (links below) and the 2 herbs I posted before, and most importantly keep looking for answers! http://www.amazon.com/You-Can-Heal-Your-Life/dp/0937611018 http://www.amazon.com/How-Forgive-When-You-Cant/dp/098243071X/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1418331513&sr=1-1&keywords=how+to+forgive+when+you+cannot ok? I'm going to sever all contact with you now, its just for the best.

I was wondering what is the best way to find studies on the effects of child abuse, and if you had any links or resources that you could send my way. obviously there is google, I was just wondering if there are other sources i am not aware of, I see a lot of the stuff on google is editorialized.

i think yoga is fine but you would want something gentle. eating right and not too much is how you will lose weight. your gaining weight cause you are less active and eating to much. the paleo diet is a good one. if you still get very angry, you haven't forgiven your self, or someone else and you still have work to do on the emotions. your intellect is saying you are over it, your ego is saying you have it under control and your heart is saying Im still angry and you have work to do. Again all my opinion... your a computer guy.. ok so you have to harness that logic and apply it to your situation. use goggle, search and find out whats good to eat, find out what herbs work good for lyme, find out what other people with lyme are trying... you know what i mean? take charge of it. like when you find a computer that needs to be fixed and you check the ram.. but the rams fine, that's not a failure that's a success, now you dont have to look at the ram again. so you are on the the next thing... i would try the herbs i said.. but hey wtf do i know? you take charge of it, you figure it out. My opinion is to get the lyme under control and then try to get as healthy as possible after that so that you are in shape...so you feel better, again hey! WTF do I know? You figure it out, it might sound harsh... but i firmly believe that if you take charge of it, you will do the best job of figuring it out, and when you hit an area you need help with go see a therapist or a doctor, but stay in charge!

well i can recommend looking into ahcc and cats claw as treatments for lyme they helped me alot. work on eating balanced natural real foods, getting sleep, mild exercise like walking or slow biking. anger and guilt are negative emotions, therapy can help alot. you can also read books like "you can heal your life" and "how to forgive when you can't" and work on forgiving your self. when you are little and you get abused you think lots of things and learn lots of things. you learn you are bad, that bigger people can hurt you when they want, that its not safe to be you and have fun... all of this is of course personalized and its now in your subconscious, so writing a journal about it and really exploring the ideas and looking at the programming with a scientific approach is a good method for clearing it out of the subconscious. chiropractic neuro emotional technique, is another way of doing this sort of work and there are ways to learn how to do this by your self which i can point you too if you wish. there is also NLP and hypnosis. there are many ways to skin a cat... You have to be willing to change, and to love your self and of course forgive your self. I would look in the mirror and say out loud... " I am willing to change, and learn from the past, I forgive my self and i love myself and im going to get through this." you are framing yourself with positivity... which is how you stop the negativity... you let it go and replace it. therapy helps with this. after having said all this i want you to question all of it because... when you are abused you become easily influenced. when you are questioning things as a child and people abuse you you learn very quickly that its not safe to question authority and at the same time you seek out authority to control you... or do you? learn to question things... dont listen to me, go over it... figure out what you think. I hope you look into my post and see what you think, I do yoga, well i got certified as a teacher even but became sick and haven't been teaching but i was abused and have had immune system and health issues as well. I have been working on this for a long time and i can just say that if you never give up and never stop looking at things logically you will find the answers. things will get better, so be gentle with your self. I came here to post about abused children being easily influenced by adults, and if anyone had any contributions or idea on how I could become less easily influenced my self as I am a survivor of abuse? so thats my question for the forum.