Christo Posted November 11, 2014 Posted November 11, 2014 Hello everybody, Autumn in Estonia is so dark and clowdy it sometimes feels like nightime for a week. Last year's was especially gloomy for me. I had quit university and went back to live with my mother. I felt less than human - drowning in shame and constantly self-attacking. Like a ghost, disconnected and foggy, unable to distinguish fantasy from reality. Then I found FDR. It was like food after starvation and there was so much. Half a year in and I no longer had a sence of identity nor any control over where I was heading. I was so afraid of going crazy, I wasn't able, nor wanted to interact with people anymore. I'm really grateful to everybody who called in the show. It helped me more than I know. I have also been reading on the boards for a while now and thought it's about time I'd say hey. It's been a year since I came across FDR and what a year it's been. I got out from the human-meat-grinder of the past and away from my parents. This fall is the brightest yet. 2
PatrickC Posted November 11, 2014 Posted November 11, 2014 Welcome Christo. You are welcome to join this small FaceBook group in Europe to meet people closer to home. https://www.facebook.com/groups/1500287360238129/
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