Okay, lets see if I can sum this up.
When I was a child, I would say "But that's NOT FAIR" and my mother would say "Well, no one said the world/life was fair."
I always felt the world was a dangerous terrifying place. One was told to cherish the warmth, and ease of their childhood because the real world was a terrifying, and bleak place. My childhood was the real world, it was terrifying, it was bleak, it was abusive and so if the adult world was even worse, I felt, guns, violence, war, bombs, and murder were all just normal in this terrible place. From childhood to adulthood I became one of the many "mentally ill"
One line Stef said blew open the doors of my mind and shattered everything in one moment for me. I would quote but I'm sure it's been distorted in my head by now, he said something like, To call someone mentally ill, is to say the world is correct and right, and that they (the person mentally ill) is the one who is wrong.
I'm not even sure how I came to this video, but I know that when I did I was trying to hard to recover from mental illness. I was so depressed, so sad, so mad. Since then life is changing for me, it's up lifting. It's becoming happy, and satisfying! I am so glad I'm here now.