Anuojat

Kinda makes me think back to stefans "bad ass mommy milk" video Which wasnt the title i simple forgot what it was called precisely

As former christian i must concur. This is the tone and tone of arguements ive heard in the past when i transitioned. Lisening to Atheist experience is one which really gives you an idea of what i mean even if one is religious. For me, when i still was believer it was to mask my dout and uncertainty. Instead of saying I DONT KNOW, i had the usual yet powerful urge to mask it behind sounding confident and asserttve. But as it is often the case, when it is mere mask it comes of as aloof and arrogant sicne you in truth dont know jack, but try desperately to fill your own ignorance. Normally people would say after while that they dont know or care (say about dna research or how airplane is built or if person X really did/was Y) but because religion is rooted so viciously (being lied to and enforced sometimes) in childhood to your personality, it stands that the arguements againts religion threaten YOU, YOUR personality and ego and identity. Thus reason doesnt even enter the room when religious people (more religious stronger the effect) hear the arguements or hear of something that only MIGHT deteoriate the religious beliefs. This tone can be truely arrogant though, i only descrived what happens when i was religious but there are those who are even more delusional and even more personally attached. It literally is the age old "If X is wrong then i am wrong because i have X therefore i am BAD, mistaken, a fool ectect"

I do not know/remember correctly and id hardly wish to guess. Well aside from the obvious crying and feeling sad. It was rather... blameful, as in i felt blamed for soemthing which was positive to i guess sad and contrdictionaery at same time? Also felt blame for being "stupid" not being able to answer joke questions where the intention of asking it was to confuse the person and get them to say silly answer to make fun of. Actually now that you mention it, i do sense some type of negert (spelling?) reaction when you asked this and when i pondered it, so definately the feeling of being blamed/laughed at all around you while not knowing if it was insult/joke or both. It was not helpless feeling but rather one where i got the feeling of being fool who ought to "grow up" as it were... oh yeah it was definately case withour school that one was gonna be "more adult than you". Now that was only 1 type of bullying. Some i dont even remember since they were probobly so hidious. I dunno.

Well the "christian socialist" was just there to explain/contemplate my reasons for being so concerned at chancing peoples mind. One for religious "harmony" and one for social aid and emphaty. Neither of those are really what socialism or religion actually enteils but i mentioned that due to being to overtly concerned and bit preacy. Now as to the original reason why i did that to begin with i thank you for going straight down to it, and to answer your questions: As a child i was happy and content and curious, my parents were very neutral and caring and easy going and generally practical. They both had jobs but luckily even though i was in daycare and at school i did spend time with them quite nicely. HOWEVER, other children in daycare and school apparently did nto share the luxury of loving or active non-neglect parenting. Most were ok, some were bit wild (boredom in schools hou? ) but there were few that were the bullies with parents of the caliber of D- or worse. Some were traumatized and otherts were just rolling along with these bullies since hey, there someone with "confidance" when it really only was illusion of such. So yeah lots of bullying and me being very naive and "happy" child this would be prime target. Also crying was something i did often so i was easy prey, because i was "weak" for being kind and nice and happy. Seriously. So yeah other kids whom had bad parents or life at home tossing theyre negativity unto me at public school. Along with sense of enstragement from other kids in higher school due to said bullying because now i was weary of bullies but didnt know whom to trust. Also i had/have aspergers syndrome (which often meant that i could NEVEREVER tell the differance between jokes and insults, heck even now its hard soemtimes) And also as 6-13 year old i had best friend as partial bully and other "friend" as someone who would bully me out of my best friends birthday parties. Ugh. I could go on, but those are really the major things i remember from early and late childhood. My parents were "semi-religious" but ultimately practical and nice, but jsut like theyre own childhoods my bullies had it bad. And that sepped into me i guess :S

My thanks for the kind words. I probobly should state for the sake of clarity now that ive read a responce to my post: I understand very much when i am calm and relaxxed that brooding over negativities if not productive and waiting stressed online for answers from ignorant statists (or marxists ect.) Really seems more like statist cage to be wrapped onself in, in other words i already know that if i do/say my piece and move on (as i recall stef saying) my everyday life is much more enjoyable. I do have ideas and answers to many of my feelings, all my family and friends already know and to large decree understand my position. They have accepted that its simply matter of specialization and how "relevant" certain information is or isint that keeps ideas apart (or bad ones from being broken away). I used to be christian socialist which mean NATURALLY i still have that annyong obsessive urge to chance peoples minds for the "better" and whenever i see something negative in the real world or news it drags me down because i cannot easily move on. ITs not that i cant do anything at all, its that i have urge and almost unreasonable need to "fix" everythign even when ive already done i possible humanely can! So yeah, its nto that i cant do something or havent done it, its that the little statist still in me wants to "fix" what is beyond his ability, and often lose focus of my own life or happiness. 1. Hmm all my current/old friends dont shy away from me because of this, theyre nto the problem. Problem is the unknown mass of idiots online (yes i know, sillyness ). About 60% of my daily stress comes from wathing videos with bad news or statistics or doom and gloom and no solutions or ideas. Truth is important always but what does one do when i already accept truth as it is? 2. Read my above reply too it also concerns same topic/ideas

Hello everyone, new to the forums but I though I should post a very important topic of mine here, hopefully this is the right section. So here is my case: I feel very stressed and confused with all the libertarian videos and this includes Stefan’s. I find myself in quite a dilemma, for all the insightful and good information stef and other provide I find new information merely adding to my stress and pain and more I know and more I learn the less reason I see to care about certain things. Some might find this silly or even bizarre but I simply cannot see any reason to add to what I already accept and the moment I try to bring this information to the rest of the world threes nothing much other than stress and painful endless argumentation going on. I cannot convince anyone, every time I do try I get so stressed I can’t sleep until I get response and frankly all this negative doom and gloom (real events or/and fear of them) push my energy low and my apathy higher. Does it seem that I am just being over reactive to bad news? Or does it seem like case where I try FOOLISHLY to be the atlas and carry world’s troubles on my shoulders and eventually just collapse? I want to live my life but I don’t want to live in this endless cycle that 100'% wasteful and unnecessary. Please, if anyone has had similar experiences, any help would be appreciated. I naturally want good mental condition and good life as much possible but I do not want to feel like lazy bum for not trying to change people’s minds and being philosophically static. However I feel my sleep, health and just overall STUFF that happens in normal everyday life has alarmingly faded in place of worry and constant anger at peoples idiocy and ignorance. My thanks beforehand, Anssi J. However i feel my sleep, health and jsut overall STUFF that happen in normal everyday life has alarmingly faded in place of worry and constant anger at peoples idiocy and ignorance. My thanks beforehand, Anssi J. PS. Also even psoting this i find myself unable to do much at all but jsut wait and wait... for replies. I do not know if this speaks volumes of me or may even hint at possible answer that i just need time to relax and recover... :S

Impressive maybe, but for some odd reason (thank gooddness for it) that in finish schools (and in my family) there was this constant attitude that services were NOT morally right but rather important things because X Y and Z. There was little mention of the state just that, when i asked WHY are there ay police or firmen of schools the answer was simply about why people need or want them. Not why we SHOULD or OUGHT to have them. I learned the private possability from ISS security firms which were all around us and still are ^^

Clarification: Ok, but i wasnt meaning others who want to. Just myself or those who get stress unbearable.

Hello. Anssi J. AKA Anuojat from finland. Not much to say other than the title. Very easily riled up by negativity and very easily forgetting to check forums due to other places. I am not fond of arguing or debating online unless it is facetoface or voiceover, since text is just exhausting and seemingly pointless in so as to chancing peoples minds. Atleast from my long and painful experience. Also avatar. Nuff said.

Now pardon me for being somewhat cynical about all of this but... If you already agree with stefan and/or austrian school and these numbers and facts about the economy (be it in UK or elsewhere) What exactly is the point of wathing such a video as this? I am new to forums, but i would surely like to know if my hour long seemingly endless gripe trough these videos is kinda pointless, lisening to the preacher in a quir so to speak. Now one could say i am obviously making myself more stressed out, while learning almost nothing new. So why not just not watch? Well thats the point, i do not know. I lose sleep and mental energy almost every single time. Thoughts would be most appriciated.