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Ok I wasn't allowed to post again. Took a long time wording that one right.

My god I do not know how the moderating system works here but it is definitely efficient. Even if I don't quote the relevant post I am responding to it stopped me posting to one specific person. Waiting for 'moderation'. Thanks for asking. I like my current job but, due to dysfunction on both sides, it is socially difficult. So much so that I am growing tired of that aspect of it and have no particular connection to the place so may as well go somewhere else if the pay or skills are even slightly better. Even though everything is OK officially, everyone says hello etc. and stopped doing what they were doing previously and refusing to speak to me. Unofficially, things are still a bit weird, and this sort of thing grows tiring over the long haul. That might sort of course. But it's almost exactly a year I have been there, so I don't see patience as an ally.

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'higher in agreeableness' is code for 'willing to be bullied'. There was a Spanish girl that used to talk to them like dirt. She was one of the nicer ones! I really liked her and it seemed to me it was just her culture. When a Spanish woman has a go at you she expects you to shout back if she oversteps the mark (but she does not expect a girl to hit her that's over the line). The English polite rule following and this behaviour do not work well together. Stupid managers who use shouting as their go to behaviour prefer immigrants that will tolerate that. English people will not tolerate shouty behaviour for long. They expect others to be as polite as they are. The previous manager was a Chinese guy that was just charming and everyone worked for him, his fundamental flaw was being unwilling to delegate or ask people to work harder than they were. I suspect this so called 'laziness' of British people is being unwilling to work for, and disrespecting of stupid people/ managers. The team leader was an English guy at KFC who used to work repetitive 12 hour and longer shifts. But, in the larger sense, I probably could not comment on the Englishmans work ethic. It is a bit rarer to see women working hard in those jobs but they definitely make up for it in the NHS.

After black Monday the Dow actually plunged the month after, not following that day. Any comments? Do people follow the stock market? How do you think this will effect those regular people that are reasonably intelligent but don't pay attention to current events?... Do you think they will have a sudden flourish of fear when they hear of this through an MSM outlet. Also MSM is calling this a "healthy pullback". How long, if it does continue to tumble. Before they have to acknowledge it is serious? Perhaps when the first bank or big corporation goes belly up! Or when someone like Trump says something!

Thought I would raise the stakes by mentioning it here... Has anyone else taken a proper, physical, non- internet IQ test? I'm not sure mine will be that high because even though I am extremely technically minded even in relatively mundane affairs, (On Jordan Petersons Big 5 test I score high on Industriousness (kind of like directed work ethic 82nd percentile) and intellectualism (not how intelligent you are but how much time you are likely to spend reading) 96th percentile. Fantastic memory and good mathematical ability. However, on neuroticism I am at 56th percentile and volatility 76th percentile. So basically. I am very inpatient when it comes to some of these puzzles. I can work them out but then I get really wound up and stop doing them.

No I'm not working at KFC (all the English people left when a Polish woman took over the place!) I'm working somewhere else now. An interview was cancelled today I was thinking of maybe going part time in my present job and moving into sales part time. But no such luck. I applied for jobs for about four hours the other day (literally four hours no exaggeration) and applied for a few others but no luck. Other than that interview. Thankyou good sir! I have a question for you... Have you taken a non internet supervised IQ test and if so... Could you reveal your score?

Wow, this was two weeks ago! Free Domain forum seems to move a little slowly. The background of this piece has changed for me personally. I find the MC's a bit of a dweeb. I was following him on twitter and he was talking about paedophilia, he kept saying 'you need to write to this company to tell them to take this image down' and I said 'What image?' and he said 'I've taken it down' and I said 'Well if you've taken it down people aren't going to know what the company said and how are they going to write in'. Then he blocked me! The only people on twitter that block me are leftists with few exceptions! Mr Super- tough Gorilla Mindset blocked me over that! I get that he has kids and it is a sensitive spot, for someone with kids, but I do think we are challenged to some extent to live by our principles! But as far as I could tell the caller had no legitimate problem with Cernovich that he could express. I wonder if Stefan would have responded differently to that if it was expressed differently! I think it is good to think of child trafficking etc. For several reasons. I had some traumatic events previously which are just healing now. Seriously, I had to stop music for three years because I was so traumatised! But during this time I have spent a lot of time on social media in the outskirts of society and I do find victims of that situation can really communicate with you in that spot. I would like to perhaps do something in that area as a career/ job! Either in law enforcement or therapy. I do though stay away from thoughts of Islam after reading the Qur'an. That's one scary book!

Interesting. I don't take Stefans point on rational thinking. When I was about 12 I was told to study global warming. Those Chloroflorocarbons. I had to force myself and felt very strongly this was not true. Same thing happened with a remote viewing book I was later told was fraudulent (unlike another remote viewer this forum might want to answer/ handle... Ingo Swann). I was surrounded by leftists at school and home that believed in global warming and I knew it was not true. The same is true of a lot of life. Many of the greatest pieces of music have come from a very intuitive process and hit that certain spot because they are true.

Your feelings for your girlfriend are exactly as described. Perhaps the wind represents the opposition of life. The fact that she is more emotionally able to handle these than you are.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZR79iET3vSw&lc=z23qfndisxedhtrrr04t1aokgsjwdzimdno44wph3ugabk0h00410.1516556706271226 I thought it would be a good subject to discuss. Although this forum is kind of quiet (peeps are probably at work). I have similarities to this guy except A) I did take the job at Target (KFC) and B) My principle resentment against Lauren Southern is that I see her as a superior being. There are a lot of other quite big differences as well tbf. Perhaps I don't really have similarities to this guy in real terms. My problem at the moment is partly though utter exhaustion, applying and moving in general is getting difficult... Perhaps I am in 'rut' phase! I'm planning on taking an IQ test soon just for partly... Confidence, but I have often been good at finance/ mathematics so I'm going to look at that. I recently read in the UK that white working class boys have the worst chances in life. An emotional issue I have with this is that child traffickers, i.e. the Pizzagate types, are not punished for their crimes yet, people like me and others experience friction/ are penalised simply from small lacks in personal effort, and sometimes not even that. I got irrational and moody the other day for... good reason I think and people started having a go at me.

I think Julian Assange said it best, white to play!:

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One of the best in a long time!

I think the problem is in the banking system to be fair. Perhaps the government has been designed to fail I don't know American or English legislature well enough to know (although I follow Stefans arguments!) However, what is clearly not going to work is the banking system. There is no way that cluster - funnnnk can continue! It's going to come down and in the larger sense, inflation, NIRP, QE, that black market banking term I forget, and a billion other muddy things is clearly not supportable. You just need to look at the stock market to realise it is all going to come down.

I do have some sort of strange combination of anxiety and sometimes what might be considered schizophrenia. However, I keep these down with will power they are not severe enough to treat. I also react very badly to most medications, even things like paracetamol. So that probably would not work for me. I do think my inability to absorb leftist beliefs (this is pretty inexplicable because I have been surrounded in most of my life with leftists, as most of us have, but when I was young it was strange I did not adopt them!) is linked to these tendencies. I have an information processing tendency similar to Alex Jones.

Someone just down the road from me ( a few miles tbf) was arrested for eight anti Muslim facebook posts and is now in jail! The offending posts were from a few years ago! The police were actually diligent enough in prosecuting this to have gone through a backlog of facebook posts! I would have been reported a long time ago I cannot contain the crazy! I do not add people on facebook because my blogs/ youtube videos and no doubt, aggressive arguments at stupid points would not be recieved well. With any luck, if Q Anon and Mega Anon for instance are correct, we could be seeing the normies have to re- evaluate things rather than us!

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So I am lacking needed effectiveness in my socialising. But one of the things I don't do that other people do is add them on facebook that I am starting to wonder is quite a necessary part of modern social life. The reason I don't do so is two fold. One because I tend to put my blogs on there and my blogs are mostly political and some other subjects but I do add tales from my own life in there. I have got to stop doing this. This in itself can simply be solved by removing the last few entries from my facebook. The second reason is that my facebook is just so weird. I simply put up articles of things I have read and I don't fill it with personal pictures. I don't even take the personal pictures! I am wondering about creating a filter for posts (like a written one in a word document or something). So only posting on certain subjects, personal comments on certain things, other things removed, and blog would have to be taken back a bit if posted. My status' get ignored if I say anything unusual and that's all I say, so they have been ignored for years. Every single post. I would literally use it, like I heard someone say previously, as simply a normie - book. Sanitised to the utmost I have other social media I can, and do, put real things on. Gab and Minds. I wonder if anyone else has any similar frustrations with needing the platform but it being so completely liberal filled, liberals for which passive aggression is constant. Even the groups I used to go on got taken down. I think socialising has degraded a great deal as well. There are definitely people whom I cannot interact with if not through facebook.

Here are the articles: Glowing Auras and ‘Black Money’: The Pentagon’s Mysterious U.F.O. Program (NYT) The Pentagon’s Secret Search for UFOs (Politico) MSNBC, via youtube: 2017-12-16 - Interview with Leslie Kean - the Pentagon UFO Study Former Pentagon UFO official: 'We may not be alone' (CNN) The aliens are coming, and no one cares (Washpost) US government recovered materials from unidentified flying object it 'does not recognise (The Independent) Navy pilot recalls 'out of this world' encounter (Video, Fox) All the articles have something in them. The NYT article is the heaviest. Here are some excerpts (CNN): Independent: What do we all think? Two of my thoughts: Firstly I have heard that ET's have no form of currency, they trade with items of equal value directly. So that would change the situation down here on earth. (You mean they don't take dollars!!!) Secondly, MSM does nothing without an agenda. If they are starting here it has the sanction of the higher ups and they are planning to role it out big time!

So, perhaps when I have sorted out my personal issues a bit better and have a bit more of a stable foundation on which to stand. I hope to produce a piece of work, perhaps here or somewhere else. To completely crush the weak and completely delusional Darwinist shite. There are no skeletons which make Darwinisms case, like, almost zilch. The researchers fanatical Darwinism has made them look very hard for this and found nothing. There are no half ape men leading to human! Ask yourself why you have never seen them in history class? There are far more skeletons of large skulled people who have NOT been made that way through 'head wrapping'. As though head wrapping could change bone like that! These are not feet this is skull! And many sutures on a normal human skull are missing. There are so many references to extra terrestrials in our history books (the bible had loads of them that was all taken out, but there are scholars that have gone back to the tablets to find it... Garden of Eden's actual translation is 'Animal enclosure') that there has to be something to it. Astrology has been proven, although I need to back up my research on that. One thing I do know is that a television studio gave charts to an astrologer. Something like 30 charts with 8 psychopaths and the woman was able to pick them out. There is another astrological system that explains the scientific basis for astrology. I.e. that neutrinos coming through the planets that do have mass (even though they were believed not to when he said this) are how these things imprint on the DNA. There is far more detail to this.

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