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This really helped me

This video helped allot I always felt like this. I just couldn't describe it .

Steroids make the face change most of the time increasing the size of cheekbones, chin, and nose... or in other words making someone look super masculine . If you take a look at his pictures when he was young he looked very very skinny almost anorexic. His face looks like the face of someone who had allot of testosterone or someone who did steroids

Thats beautiful I hope it works out.

the video linked at the top basically sums everything up.sorry you didn't see it

Thanks you for all your replies. I'm interested in this because I do weight lifting and also running something that doesn't really give you good looks but I was wondering if the hunt for aesthetics is unhealthy. I'm aware of the reasons why he died, i did post the link to the wiki that explains that.

http://youtu.be/Z4OJAoD64mM Aziz Sergeyevich Shavershian also known as Zyzz. He died a few years ago but he had an interesting philosophy… He used to be the kid skinny introverted kid who sat in the back of the room. He decided to get into body building I would say he became obsessed with aesthetics. He got big mussels. He gained followers. He partied and got allot of women. He became an icon: http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/844/i78z.jpg/'> Uploaded with ImageShack.us Is this healthy? It’s hard to say no because before no one listened to him he had no respect. He had to become ultra-masculine to get women to notice him and men to respect him. Yes, he is shallow and acts like a narcissist. But can we really blame this man, he turned his world around.. Can lifting weights for aesthetics and attention be unhealthy ? http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aziz_Shavershian

Well i think we are in a hard position because that begs to question is it immoral to have pets in the first place? because if you didn't you wouldn't have this problem. But at the same time i don't think animals are treated as equals compared to humans because they don't have the same reasoning capabilities. So in conclusion i say do it but keep this in mind. I hope this helped

I want to be professional, and if that fails which I understand can happen I will try something else. And I did try editing on my pc but It just ends up crashing, I actually was going to do one with a white board but I just got feed-up with my computer crashing and the erasing of the white board. For example when I look at other math videos I get tired of all the bad editing and messy writing . It seems like most people don’t take the time to edit and plan what they are going to say. A channel like Kan Acadamy on YouTube makes good money, I noticed that the writing is messy and it seems unedited or live. Which in my opinion is not good for something as precise as Mathematics.. So in summation I feel like there is a market for professionally done Mathematics videos.

Is it a fair assessment ? What do you think ?

- I totally agree . Its not Americans or Chinese people that have to "realize "...

I've been wanting to start a dating site. I'm a computer science student but I haven't yet taken any web development course . I will next year, but never the less someone has to make it happen

Thanks that helped allot. I think im waiting on a $1000 check and from there ill figure out how to rais the next 1500

I have a dicover card with a credit line of $500. I always pay on time, usually i never use it but ... I think it would be usefull to start my video editing project, I want to start making money on youtube by making math videos,,, I need about $2500.. Any ideas? BTW: i always pay in full, I have 0 due

Thank you all that makes perfect sense. So basically everyone keeps going along with the flow in order to prevent everything from falling apart.

What incentive could they have? It doesnt compute

Thank you all this helps )

I say if you can to go. You can explain to the therapists what you want to accomplish and he or she should help you Keep an eye out for bad therapist who just want to make your life "functional". They want you to conform to the culture around you bad or good. Ex: So if it was Nazi Germany they would say yeah just go with the flow and be happy.

@Lens That does help and it makes sense in my situation

Thank you both. Weird thing i had bullying from my dad also. When i was young.

I found that most of the time that these fetishes, come directly from abuse. ^^^ I have to admite I have the same thing, but not to that extreme. I think that once that you processe whatever abouse happened. This will continue, and once you figure it out it will still take years for it to go away slowly. I cant tell you my experiance because i dont want to post in public. If you want i could message you what i experiance and how i changed it. When i say the same thing im talking about a Fetish in general. Not what you have.

My story I have had panic attacks since I was about 7. They only occurred in my house mostly when I’m sleeping or sick in bed. I have never had them outside of the home. I find it weird that the Psychological community knows little to nothing about the cause of them. Does anyone have any theories on the cause? I took psychology courses before and even text books only have about 1 paragraph on that subject and they admit to knowing little to nothing about them.

More like print-ation without representation. I dont even think taxes pay welfare off.

I’m talking about physical beauty not internal. I noticed that the idea of what is beautiful tends to change with time and culture. Examples: The in Mayan culture crossed eyed individuals are attractive. Greeks or Romans liked big foreheads. …etc I remember Stefan talking about how back then being strong wasn’t attractive because it meant you worked in the fields. I have this idea that I experiment with. In where I try to ignore all culture and just look at individuals as a fresh pieces of art. I noticed that when I leave all the culture behind what makes someone “attractive” is their hygiene , and presentation/style. So it makes me think can beauty be objective? “Beautify is in the eye of the beholder” - or in the hand of time and culture?

I’m having second thoughts about school. The thing that turns me off is that this is Academia and I’m here to compete and play the game. Like the football players. Just how football players end up with injuries because their bodies are beat up so bad. My brain and my soul are beat up. I’m exhausted. I’m typing this while I should be studying for my Calculus course that I have been working at nonstop trying to play catch up with; the pace of the professors is not human. Don’t get me wrong I’m a good student with an impressive GPA. Im just tired of this game. I want to drop out start working and start a business. I don’t know exactly what. I have many ideas like a dating website for freedomain radio listeners and voluntarist. I want to create video on YouTube. I want to create, software, games, anything. Im a beginner when it comes to programing I still have lots to learn. Should I hang in and wait another two years? When I look at people like bill gates and Steve Jobs I say Hell yeah ! When I look at other people I look up too like Ellon Musk, I think twice. He at least got his BA degree. Maybe times have changed. I just want to create.